They passed me by
All of those great romances
You were, I felt, robbing me
Of my rightful chances
My picture clear
Everything seemed so easy
And so I dealt you the blow
One of us had to go
Now it’s differentI want you to know

One of us is crying, one of us is lying
In her lonely bed
Staring at the ceiling
Wishing she was somewhere else instead
One of us is lonely, one of us is only
Waiting for a call
Sorry for herself, feeling stupid, feeling small
Wishing she had never left at all

I saw myself
As a concealed attraction
I felt you kept me away
From the heat and the action
Just like a child
Stubborn and misconceiving
That’s how I started the show
One of us had to go
Now I’ve changed and I want you to know

-faithliving 2009
the song of regret

I guess what makes this song really sad is that she could’ve made the call… why wait?

God loves a cheerful giver:D love her(baby)

got so.. eek! sick!!







Day At the NLB

my cousin for us:DD hahahaha.. no lahh. the guy from gta:D

day at expo :D


why do you need two exit signs? hmm..





doggy!! :D his name is bobo


flea market day:D

I can say this week is pretty fine, really enjoyed last week:-), like enjoyed the day of food and ice-cream with baby, its just lovely., anyways, can't make it for band's last practice :( very sad eh, sighs, anyways, i'm recovering alr, eh, sometimes when the question is ask, will you ans?.. Sighs.. Worried at times, but realising that why worry? When there is God.. Hahaha :-),

currently missing baby, badly!.. Hope she's doing fine,

strikeforce was great today, glad that God has placed me in this lovely ministry, sometimes..

p/s : wish that i'm still living at cw :-( ohwel, i love baby:-).

Dance syf.. Tml result,

band tml
co syf tml :-) .. All the best

what a question, really kept me thinking since jeremy asked me..

.. God has a plan for all, its God's will, will you follow his will?, do you want to prosper?. Are you willing to let go and let God? . Gosh..

missing baby, :-) didn't walk her up today, feel so bad, but family dinner.. Sighs.. Ohwel, there is always next week. :-) hahaha. .

Guess things between us is settled at least, eh.. Now just gotta stay calm at all time, like what nadine said, its not the end of the world yet,

school was pretty fine, its just the number of time my dad sms and called that.. I don't know, its just very.. Yea.. I mean its just life i guess.

then studied at cw, it was hot and tiring, then all the misunderstand happened, talked it out in the end, and yea, at least i get a clearer understanding,

whenever stuff happens, its just like entering a tunnel without a ending.. Currently in the tunnel, i believe my tunnel will end soon, amen!:-) say amen? :) amen! . After that slacked for awhile, baby, gave drink.:-), lol.. Then jeremy called for left4dead :p It was great, had ben, samuel and jeremy to play along, in the game, samuel and I died once, thanks to jeremy lah, keep choinging! Lol, and still lead us to the wrong place, ending up he died too!.. Ben too!

stupid tank, so difficult, when 2 come together, its crazy ! .. Lol , then the smoker its irritating too!.. Going to completing lo, helicopter was there, stupid tank came last min, who know ben was inside the helicopter first lo, always leave us alone, then in the end he came to help, ending up he died? ..lol . It was fun:-) then took a bus home, reached home pretty fast eh:-)

hong bin is planning a pot luck this sat, pray that the friends that came for easter will come again, eh after that will be woverine:-) yea.. Believe for a breakthrough in our cellgroup, believe the outram will get save amen!

ohwel, going to sleep soon, pray that this bruise will be gone soon, its pretty big, lol :-) love you baby :-) don't worry..

p.s -miss cellgroup all of a sudden:-)

I'm very afraid!... Things are not right.. I'm just going to give up and let God.. Sorry if i brought down your mood too.. Shouldn't have... Yea, now everytime i see you... Its... i don't know, rather see you happy then, down with me.. Sighs.. Ohwell, allowing God to finish up my problem.. afraid!.. Why!.

love you baby :-)

Very lazy to update... . Ohwell, week was great, had alot of performance last week,. Had a pretty rough week though, too bad no one is perfect.. I'm happy and blessed to have everything around me.. Including.... Hmm.. Lol.. Now its time to... Sleep.. Zzz..