tired out! :D purple?. lol!.. its fine

feeling so good. later cathay then ps to meet for p4 training later
:D


8th months :DD i'm happy. :D time flies. :D LOVE YOU baby :D

I'm really amazed how God do his stuff, lol, sometimes, it is just pass by like that:-) hahaha. Anyways, today is the day that th lord has made, we have decided to make a prayer group in school, starting off with ryan and I :-), hope and pray that God will do a breakthrough :-)

Joel is currently deaf! Haha:-)

. .... So i'm glad to have what i have to day..

day was great? I confirm.:-) hahaha, practice was fine today, just that the hall was stinking hot lah!.. "sorry sorry" hahaha, But maybe is the fact baby was in the hall thats why, hahaha,

anyways, before that, we went for breakfast at mac's today:-) hehhe,

then slacked at her place area for awhile, its fine:-) don't worry:-) hahaha, then cellgroup.. Met sam then cg, then dinner was awesome! .. Other than the food, the digestion part was... Hahaha, seriously, derick was being a real.. Joker!.. Hahaha, ginger.. Then went for left4dead.. :-) its awesome :-) then after that immediately called baby and... Now blogging, going to call baby now.. Tata!..

i'm glad that i got short neck. :-) :-) hahaha :-)

Is anybody there?.. :D, i'm glad to have a awesome God, and i'm glad to have a awesome godsis, glad to have an awesome church. Glad to have a awesome home, glad to have an Awesome school, glad to have a group of awesome friends, and i'm GLAD HAVE beautiful GIRLFRIEND.:-)

will this ever end?.. i'm dying alr.

now the blind shall lead the blind :D hehehe

ohwel

After finish maths, feel so... Free?, thanks baby for helping, anyways, met this new guy name chris?.. Hahaha, he lives in the east too!.. Hahaha, funny lah.. Anyways, now my red-glasses', sighs. Ohwel, this is life ): sighs.

its what the thought that counts

- then as life goes on.. things starts to change, things starts to make you step out of your comfort zone.

- one area in my life i need the devil to get away from me is, this bitter feeling inside of me. i'm really fine and stuff, when i manage to get it out, from me, it just comes back, thats irritating!!!. but never the less, she will tell/ask me, "chill lah", "you okay?" and stuff, i'm just fine, just that it comes attackkkkkking me like a machine gun. -.-"

but i also have the trust in baby, so dont worry. :D

anyways, as life continues, it's just very sad to hear someone that you really love going to die soon :'( i mean that just life, people die -.- but why soooo sooon???

thank baby for being there when i need to.. she's just awesome! :D

later will be visit uncle benny, really thank God that my school is very close to SGH! :D, its easier for me now, but i pray and i pray that the operation will go smoothly, thank you God in advance,

the sun will set, its going to be night time, after 12, is going to be a new day with new challenges :D

-then yesterday, i manage to control my emotions, and thank God i did, or else the world will be as quiet as the movie, "I AM LEGEND" hahaha, ohwel.

paid fine for being late?, atiqah!! , next time quick quick eh!! haha, dont want to pay fine sia:D

hehehe

ohwel, LOVE YOU BABY.

How I wish my dreams do come through.. So sweet:-)

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering howlong you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at allfine.
When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more thanthat.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when you hang up on him..
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who .... kissesyour forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky heis to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

400th post

anyways baby's birthday is yet to be celebrated.. :DD haha

ohwel.

yesterday was, i can say adventure?.

but today... sighs..

first thing in the morning, thank God i didnt take a cab up to school, imagine..
Refat didnt come for practice.. -.- so retarded. but ohwel, practice was okay, more like going through. thats all, then walk down to outram MRT and to meet her.



Think i'm going to walk that hill 4 times?. or maybe not. ohwel.

HELP GOD!. i'm just... ahhh,... at times i really feel like.. just giving up. -.-

but i believe.. that God will make a way.




she is the light? :D


this is where it all begins. :D

Hey baby!.. happy birthday, sweet 16 alr huh? :-):-) hahaha. , leaving for service alr, take care baby! (; see you later sleepy head :-)

Holidays does not seems like a holiday at all.. Baby birthday in a few hours time:-) hahaha!.. Eh,

pass few days has been hectic!.. Due to band practices. I mean its tough, but i believe the band can get a sliver, :-) can't wait for syf, whoo. Finally completed my hw!.. Yupp..

life is really unpredictable, anything can happen if your not careful in your own words?.. So next time when you speak, listen, and generate in your brains if it is the right words to say. It is very important.

sometimes is not really what you say, but how you react to people, like do not be too quiet when your out with a person alone or even in a group, it will only give a very tired atmosphere, which is bad, it will lead to this short little 3 letter word name "emo". And people will start asking you questions like, "hey, what happen?" or "why you so down"?.. It is equally important.

next is, when you're in a group of friends or alone with another person, the moment he/she met you, stop listening to whatever music your listening to, it is just basic respect you're giving to your friends, it shows people that, "going out with you is not boring at all"

another one that i feel that i bugs anybody is by asking a question and back out in the end,
eg. "hey, why are you so.... So... Nevermind." then you smile!. it is just very irritating, rather you don't ask at all.. Whats the point?.. So this is very important. Take note that, all this are all from me, so if it is wrong to you, don't accept .

next, when your talking on the phone with your friends, it is very important that you give your fullest attention to them, if you got to attend to another person, just tell the person, you cant, you're talking on the phone now, if its an important situation, then hold on and attend to the problem asap, do not let your friend wait over the phone for a very long time, he/she will get irritated and even put down the phone. Next thing you know, you will go like, "hello, hello?" hello....

another thing, when you are going to a friends place, if his/her house is at a level where you gotta to take a lift take note, when you enter the lift with your friends alone, you can talk as loud as you one, but if you enter with somebody else you dont know, then stop talking and give peace to the person. And only when you exit or the person leave, then you can continue.

next is, ... I shall end here with the next note, (apply when you're in a relationship), for guys, do not be over protective, seriously, whats the point of being together when you dont trust your gf, most importantly, be open to your relationship, give as much affection as possible to your gf, encourage her, say words like, "i love you", "you look beautiful today",all this small little words can bring your relationship into a whole new level, :-)

for the girls, you are the reason why the guy actually want to stay on to your own relationship, keep a very excellent self image,because a guy will more or less look at your outward appearance first before your inner appearance, so dress your best at all times, when your out with your bf, be open, ask him about his day, talk to him likely when the guys gives you affections.. :-)

be open and love him/her, but dont cross the line.

"Sexually feeling is temporary, but the regret is forever"-faithliving

I burned 50 CALORIES TODAY!. Haha. Eh, why?.. I i don't know ask God!.. Hahaha.. Eh, now baby doing this outreach thing.. Praise the lord. Ohwel, thank jolyn for the share.. Gotta return her money now. Hope baby loves the present. :-) love you baby!.

13 Signs Of Falling
In
LOVE














1.
When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang
up...but you miss them already when it was just two minutes ago..



2.
You read their texts over and over again...


3. You walk really slowly when you're with them...


4.
You feel shy whenever you're with them...


5.
When you think about them, your heart beats faster and faster...



6.
You smile when you hear their voice...


7..
When you look at them, you can't see the other people around
you... all you see is him/her...



8.
You start listening to slow songs, while thinking of them...



9.
They become ALL you think about...



10.
You get high just from their scent...



11.
You realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think
about them....



12.
You would do anything for them...



13.
While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole
time.....

Tired

Great is the lord and greater to be praise.

shall play with font colours. since i'm still awake

ormaybe i won't.

just pray that you get back your phone again loh :x
Why God moment.

yesterday was SEB birthday!! happy birthday:D

Strick FORCE day was awesome!!

spending that few hours met alot of new friends. moswt importantly, serving the kingdom of God. i just remember baby is meeting her pri school friends huh?. see how lo.

eh, then met baby for awhile. that 1 hour of meeting her turn out to be... sighs.. why lah. so unreasonable. :/ ohwell i'll pray. pray real hard. :DD


TO MARK!!
-.-
GET A LIFE!!
hate me?. too bad i still LOVE YOU -.-

Anyways changed my num alr. ask me:D thanks :x

for my case, if i do not know a person, i won't bother starting a conversation. if there is aneed for me to change my number because isbreaking this love string, i will. or else our LOVE UNIT will decrease. ohwel.

hahaha.

Light of the World

God is speaking to the lost
He is healing at every cost.
Forgiving me in every ways,
Jesus Christ he sets me free

I wonder who you are, that breathe a life in me
The freedom that you gave, I want to know your ways

Holy God, you find me, the church of God living within me.
I used to be in darkness, but now I’m in your likeness
Only you can save me, now I seek you find me
Calling to be the salt and light of the world.

Faithliving 2009

shall play with some html codes now :p

I miss baby badly!!

Baby!.. Miss you badly!..

now at donut factory.. With jeremy yi huai and derick!.. Super high lah..

when can i see you again baby? . Worst thing is my phone died!.. Lazy-ness-kills-ah.. Haha. I'll charge my phone!

WHAT A DAY!

starting of the day, joey was a lil irritating.. But it was fine.. Eh, then reached school, shouldn't stop there mah!.. Hahaha.. Eh, then, rushed for duty, whoo.. Amazing but.. Ohwel, but felt really bad because i didn't tell her before i chow for duty.. Sighs..0sorry baby. :/

then school started with ms chan nagging at the class.. Very irritating.. Then when back to Class for BORING BORING LESSONSssss .. Sighs. Baby went for some talk i guess, she said it was boring, but at least you all don't have to go thru lessons. And beside!.. Baby went to The Studio today!.. Hahai!. But she said there was practically nth so didn't really wanna go anymore *cross finger*

hahaha.. Then DnT!.. Don't know how i survived but that God i did!.. Thank God for the magazines, and ch!.. He never fail to entertain people.. Hahaha.. Then after that when to the mbox to meet baby.. The Talk was superr boring lah! . I feel your pain baby!.. Hahaha.. Then thats where terror happens.. ): baby and I had this little conflict then as usual, misunderstandings to the extend ... Sighs.. *always note that i have always love you like how much you love me!.. Don't worry? God bless..*

baby bought her 2nd book!.. Sorry sorry tons of sorry!.. If i would to agree! .. All those stuff will not happen.. Eh, then walk to taka!.. Then to lucky plaza!.. Whoo... Memories!... Goodness.. Miss them big time but they cannot remember who i was!.. Sighs.. Ohwel, the halo halo was awesome... Its always have been.. Uncle steven's. Awesome..

then went back to cw!.. That was where it all begins.. Then stairs!.. Then 6th floor. Then home..

ahh.. Baby i dont care!.. Next time my treat!.. Okay?.

always remember that all those was the past!.. After i found you!, its like i don't care what happen, all i know is your safe and i just wanna hug you like never before.. Don't worry..

:-):-) smile k?.. Baby misses you! Badly! :-)

Morning with that aunty sux!.. Stupid attitude!.. She scolded my grandma lah!.. Sighs!..

ohwel, now feel so much better after baby waiting and baby's chatting. Haha. Thank God for grace and mercy!,

whoever that tag that... I'm speechless.. Hahaha :-) God bless you dude. Haha

happy belated judy! :-)

Ahhh.. Going to cck now!. Hope baby's having fun.. She will i guess.. @@
-sorry if i made you feel i'm mad, i'm fine baby!.
but the is 3 dollars in my pocket!! :-) haha where did that 1 dollar came from, i wonder. Haha. Thank you baby, although i'm not going to use, get it back from me tml k?. :-) love you:-)

Today sure high ahh, practically can't stop laughing!.. Haha!.. So much better than emo-ing,

Tired out!. Continue again.. Zzz..

Longest day in church. Missing baby!. :D ::

Whao!.. Loooong day! . Past two days was..... Rather tiring though!. But it was great!. -Baby i realise my mistake, ubin is just now the place we wanna go!.. But soon k?, when the time is right!, when there is no sun and there is alot of wind and no slopes!.. Hahaha ohwel!,

friday 6/3/09

yea!.. Woke up pretty late and I Was Still EARLY!'. Haha!, then then went to bedok for cross country!.. its awesomely tiring!.. Baby didn't run but ohwel.. Now my whole leg is still in pain ah!

yupp, took a bus to ubin!.. It was great!.. We cycled, then when for sarah birthday party?.. Didn't know the theme was b&w! I was totally in orange lah!. Haha. Ohwel!. Then we stayed, ohhh! Happy birthday sarah!.. Then we stayed for awhile.. Cus got jamming?..

took 147, to paradiz, jamming was great!.. Hahaha,

baby was being very nice to accompany!, but still feel very bad.... Ohwel, sorry baby!

after jamming is always like that!. Sighs, help, gotta get rid of this bad habit!.. Yupp, then baby slept all the way, she always looks very cute when she is asleep?. Haha

then send her home!. Then to the bus stop!. Sorry to keep you last night!

hahaha, ohwel then next morning woke up, dnt search, then band practice then galaAudition!. Great!, i screwed up during the love bug part lah!, sighs! . But the great escape was great!, zhen wei was being very funny!, "throw it away" then threw a paper THAT I PRINT!!- HAHA ohwel, then met baby at tiong mrt!.. Then ate lunch, thanks baby for the drinks!, then she walked me to kscc, she is as sweet as ever lah!. :-) haha

then felt really bad like pangseh sia!. Ohwel, then, slc meeting then coffee bean! Its awesome, talked for 2 hrs plus, hahaha.. Ohwel!

Today was rather an eye opening day.. I mean, after all the deciding.. All the long days. All the ankle problem!. Totally like a time bomb!..

lessons was rather okay?.. Didn't get my dnt file, so cannot really do anything, so tried to do baby's code. Cant cus is not in her phone.. Opps :x sorry baby, but i didnt see anything at all.. All i did was transfer a few songs over?. Thats all. Hehe. :D,

-is what you think all very complicated?

recess was crazy, lucas and gang disturbed alot alot alot of people.. Hell alot!.. Hahaha, and damn!?.. Really register alr lah!.. Lol?.. Thanks baby for helping and taking the time to help me register yesterday.. Thank you! :¤

ohh.. Going to change my no. Soon.. Whoo.. Getting new line yo!.. :D, hehe..

-when the day really comes, i wonder what will happen..

can't use the comp lah .. Damn!.. Now gotta wait.. Sighs, guess baby's asleep. That hot lil sheep?.. Hehhee.. Lol,

then mr wong kinda open up my eyes a lil today.. Ohwell.. C is thinking and thinking.. I really hope things will settle down as soon as possible. Apparentely, i don't really feel good either.... All i want to see is you being happy, smiling like how we first met!.. That will be enough alr.

-so the end of the day, you are the one that makes a different in my life.

ohwel.

Strength is what i need now to carry on, she is my backbone now. :D