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:-) smiling .. Talking to baby right now :-) heh :-) missing her big time .. Ohwell till tml . Chow. Love ya :-)

I'm just going to let my mind rest ;/ all i know is i still love you and i always do :-) no worries .

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patricia :hello i'm fine ! Still alive and eating! .. Haha
travis:hey! .. Haha, its normal lah:-) wei hao even better can? :-)

cheyenne: hello!! .. Ahh.. Missing you badly alr .. Ohwell indeed i saw you there! Love ya! :-)
just.a.random.girl : sorry who is this?. Eh, ya mr refat.

thank GOD :D

Prayers do work:-) haha , now working on the prayer blog .. Going to do this with cheyenne :p .. Its going to be great .. Yupp :p .

benda jie jie - nah happy :p

Yesterday went for the nanyang poly symphony orchestra concert with baby . It was awesome!! .. I mean, the band is at least 5 times bigger than our band! .. Goodness, gotta thank cheyenne's aunt for the tixs, yea,

this is like my 3rd time i enter the esplanade concert hall. Its really a very nice place. :-) we had pretty good seats, but it will be great if we sat on the circle :p, we can see their whole body unlike those people seating on the floor, all they see is their legs... Hahaha . Yupp .. After that when home alr lo. ..

tots are running around my head, all are unwanted thoughts! .. God please remove those thoughts away from me please, i'm feeling very bad right now .. God please help me ..

Kinda done but just waiting to add pictures ..

i'm sick and tired of my mood swings :/ it suxs! Stupid shop in bugis, take so long.. Ahhh..

no mood! ..

working on template now :x irritating :x stupid comp!!!

Blogging in cheyenne's place :-) just finish netgroup ... Yupp.. Just one connection and you're able to connect:-) hahaha , will go home and continue:-)

a day where God has created :-) i'm glad that i'm part of this great creation :-) take me to the place...

Sighs.. Started off right in the morning.. Meeting baby , thats nice , but in the cab, ivan said i was dead:/ .. So yea, anyways, thanks sis for the cab ride anyways:x sorry baby if i gave the black face today eh:/
got screwed. .. Ohwell :x , then aft when back to school, scolded by ong kh. He's such a traditional thinking person lah, .. Don't wanna think about it..

skip recess cus i tot i was going to go out with baby for food hunt:-) hahahaha.. But i was wrong... :/ sighs. .. during alex tan's period, surprisingly he didn't catch my hair, hahaha . Whoo.. :x then DnT was okay lah, stayed in the lab for 2hrs :-) thats cool, goodness, submission date is the same week as my birthday:-( .. Sian :/

then when for biz.. Goodness, teacher lock us out of the room .. Stupid.. Then just slacked outside class .. Then cca meeting.. *stupidest thing ever. Preparing to leave to meet baby after hearing, "joel i need you to stay for stock check" then my foodhunt with baby was gone, ohwell, thats it, i'll never do stock check ever... And i mean it!! .. Missing baby badly ..

AHHHHH!!!! SUX!

The greatest blessing you can ever have ... Don't wanna leave ya :-) .. IWaving¤

Super funny, saw this on the bus:-) imagining, : wife x,"honey i think i left my eyelashes on the bus :-( " hahaha, i'm tired out, now eating and going to sleep soon :-) missing baby alr :-)

After that drafting :-) it really feels good :-) baby you blew me away again:-) or is it the wind? . Nah can't be .. Hahaha .

I'm fully recovered!! .. Praise the lord :-)
just ... Sighs :/

sat 10/1
wasn't feeling very good, but when for cca day :x then play the drums for awhile , breakthrough this year , band has 25 confirm sec 1s joining the band, but gotta be smart in words to keep them in the band, cus i think most of them came because of the drums, so yea . Gotta be practical i lil :-)
then after that we move the instruments to kim seng :-) whoo ... It was a blast! ...
daniel thay and syn yu was the mc of the graduation cum performance so parents were invited to come . *in- laws didn't met each other in the end . Hahaha* "talking bout the eldrid tan and chua syn yu . Hahaha "
so the program was line up this way
:1. Storm percussion performance: we are named "youth spirit"(percussion grp)
it was great! , i mean after all the performance we have as a grp , indeed we improved alot ! .... Good job guys .

2. Pop band performance, finally we got a band name, "the edge" - basically means we are willing to try new things . but we have a guest bassist, kenneth huang . Whoo ... Good job kenneth for a first timer :-) First songs we played was tongue tied by faber drive and the great escape by boys like girls .

3. Acoustic covers for canon in D' and lovebug by Jonas brothers . this section of the performance is the best cus i think this is where the crowd is being engage :-) yupp :-) its really a blessing to have "doctor lili goh" as our guess of honor . *God bless Singapore* hahahaha . Its really a good experience . And thank God allowing ivan to perform during the ceremony :-) he took out his cast because of this performance :-) *claps claps* hahaha . Yupp :-)

4. And the night goes on with prize presentation :-) wilson was rushing us, cus cc was closing :-) yupp .its great to be part of a non-profitable organization :-) praise the lord :-) all thanks to the most high king .

then after that, went to met baby at tiong, moment i met her, something was wrong, i felt something is stuck inside of her, but thats was the past, i don't wanna think about it anymore , sighs...
Then went home lo :-)

slept like a pig..

sun 11/1

this is the day that the lord has made, we are gather together to declare our praise to the one who reigns, Jesus :-)

service was great with rev. John bevere :-) he spoke like a bullet train man :-) haha , goodness .. But its awesome, learnt to honor your parents, and i heard from yesterday's service, he was preaching about judgemental, *it is not what we do on earth that we are being judge, is what God has called you to do and you not obeying it. * i personally think is very true . Cus we believe we serve a God that loves and honour his children , what make us as individual not obeying and honouring him ? . Yupp :-)

after service when to bugis to fellowship :-) its great! I mean i mean .... Its ...... Ehhhh ... Acceptable :D . Hehe .

"asian lost the world champion" DAMN!- next week than can collect! Sorry baby , today's plan a lil screwed! . Hais .. But bowling, baby won, cus i'm "A"- awesome and A got 66 points only . B got 70, baby won :-) hahaha :-) yupp . I was having fun k? , didn't want to play serious :-) haha . Love ya baby . Haha then walk around, and sony t77(black) , you're mine in 3weeks! . Haha . Then went to took a bus to ghim moh :D , baby was so happy to go back to her previous home . Sweet talk then train tracks, practically was very high over there .. Practically crapping all the way , too bad baby, i'm born with it , love ya :-) haha
:p . Yupp

whoo- thats very long... I guess . Hahaa

then we went to the six floor to slacked and slack at her house for awhile, mark was there too!! , damn funny, his legs are dead! Nooooo ... Haha , feel like kicking his leg lo , but still ... Sighs .. I'm a good person . So better not . Haha . Then when home lo .practically thats all for this weekend :-)

but what is BOOM! . Pls tell me baby :-) haha :-) love you baby , take care :-)

chow...

Indeed i'm feeling better after a very sucky day and night yesterday :-( , goodness , you don't wanna to be sick man , sighs ... Ahhh.. Practically slept the whole day , the only time i woke up is to check my phone for sms, gosh , 24 missed call , 28 unread smses , .. Ended up i didn't read . It was about 2 am , then the next time i check my phone 630 am , msg baby after long searching for my phone, stupid blanket! . Hahaha . Yupp ..

think i'm recovering fast, temp drop .. But now my tummy hurt every now And then . Sighs .

Thanks for all the smses and tags , totally appreciated, but sorry if i didn't reply . Thank God for the quick recovery

hope to see baby asap :-) miss her alot .:x love ya :-)

ohwell, guess i'm going back to sleep now .. Sighs .. Now my head is killing me .. Ahhh..

chow.

I cant even stand . Gosh ... I'll recover very soon amen :-)

I cant even stand . Gosh ... I'll recover very soon amen :-)

Sick ! .. Ahh .. Sorry baby, your present... :-( . Sighs .. I'm dying .. Hate to be sick! . Guess i'm sleeping alr :-( miss ya baby :/

This is life , when you fall , you just gotta pull yourself up again .. But now awaiting for the worst :-( .. Ohwell , time will tell .
noelle is flying off alr :/, ohwell , hope she will enjoy herself , :-), and yea , gain a few more pound :-) haha

missing baby alot :-) . Ohwell . Sorry if your parents you knw... I love you :-)

Sighs ... After hearing what sis said , really felt like a loser , sighs ... Ohwell . Sorry :/

ohwell, thank God for growth of height , i finally grew . Whoo .. Haha .. But you're still taller k? . Haha .. I admit :x .. Hahaha , then went to look at the rockclimbing side, it looks fun lah , i mean its fun , goodness , .. People inside rockclimbing are very friendly people , thanks ms lee for the bubbletea , but there were too much pearl :/ hahaha .

then realised bin bin did a hair job , haha , she look better obviously :-) hahaha , and its a compliment okay , haha , waited for baby to finish her extented :-) then see if she was going for netball :-) she did , so waited for awhile .. Then she came down , went to tiong , next thing you know , counter is closed :-( .. Cant they like accept one more person , sighs , person with no nosebridge .. Hahaha . :-):-)

now cooking cheese tofu, its awesome , gotta try one , giving baby 5 tml , hope she love it :-) missing her like big time .haha ... Ohwell ,

thats all ,
goal till the end of the year

-to grow at least 1.75
-to lose at least 5 kg
-to have a nose bridge, long hair.. Ect .. (kidding)
haha . Ohwell ..
missing baby ........ Ahhh
chow..

I finally get to sleep :-) haha . For two straight days i didn't sleep , its kinda of a challenge to stay awake , but i think i did lah ,
anyways , happy new year to everyone :-) its a new year alr :-) just gotta think positively, going to be a hectic year ahead, but i'm just going let God do the job :-)
gotta be mentally prepared next year , many things are going to again change , think that is just life ... Ohwell, love you no matter what :-) .

whoo~ council camp is a blast , but didn't expect the camp to be like this, but is still fun lah , day one, had band in the middle of camp -.- , i mean is totally important lah , how about th sec 1 orientation ? . Sighs , don't know lah , all i know is i'm always always always , clueless about band stuff . Sighs . ~
day 2 was pretty okay , fright night was okay , whoo~ eldrid's station was good :-) but some just didn't get sacred .

then went for break camp , went for breakfast :-) then met baby went to ps

went home , expecting to rest, but couldn't, then went for watchnight ? :-) it was pretty okay , but just that i'm dead looking i guess , but i tried my best to stay awake , think i did :-)
thanks baby

then went for youth :-) it was okay , then went to jln kayu for prata . :-) yupp then after then went back to watch iron man . Practically stayed awake the whole night lah :-)

ohwell then slept for about 8 hrs :-) nice and long sleep , now going to meet baby :-) chow
~ once again , happy new year to all . Love you baby :-)