Its you that makes a difference in my life

Oh boy,

2009-09-27T22:58:00.000+08:00

Hey silly! Haha, suprise!:) Hahaha...

Well, i'm sure if this is the last but.. Anyway, hope you enjoyed yesterday:p 'wo zhou ah zhou ah zhou' Hahah.

Anyway, yeah.. I left a message :) miss you.

-Munchy munch munch :)

2009-08-15T15:22:00.000+08:00

ohwell.. GUESS FOOD UNITE THE TWO TOGETHER:DD hahaha

LOVE you so much. and i think i need to reeeeeeeeformat all my thinking D; ohwell:D

2009-08-13T10:58:00.000+08:00

i feel really useless.. after reading it!! its just like i cant do anything to have her trust still?.
ohwell

broken for you

2009-08-03T12:06:00.003+08:00

The moment has finally come. You have no choice. You have to take that step now. Now. Not tomorrow, not in an hour, - Now! If anyone else is reading this, they would be confused. But not you. You know exactly what we mean. Do it. Now.

at times.. it is so difficult. God help;/ i'm dying!
my flu is boody back!! -.-

ohwell

it has been awhile
NICK's birthday today!! whoo`` going later.. hehehehe

samuel i'm having a flu!.. i dont know if i can help you tmr eh! :x

ohwell.

alex is dead!! hahaha

baby is being missed!. sighs looking back at the past. i really think i'm being useless. i'm sorry.

yesterday's church anniv. WAS AWESOME!! hahahaha the block very cool. the children band performed!! haha so cute. hong bin was laughing all e way. ohwell. he always does. ;x after that when to cck to meet baby.
actually hoping that you can follow me baby. i'm sorry

ahh. why must my phone die!! sighs. ohwell. now in class. flu is killing mind is troubled. but its only temp.
-celest i'm sorry. we were only talking about how you guys got tgther.:/

then FOP.. atmosphere was very low! but the strikeforce was awesome!! when i cheer it seems like i'm d only one cheering lo. but its ok. understood. praise and worship was still okay.

ohwell God loves cheyenne and I

2009-07-21T14:31:00.002+08:00

BE BLESSED...

LOL!

this is dead but

YEAH!.. CANT WAIT FOR TMr, but it is like 8 am in the morning D: so sad

ohwel.. shall let it die somemore. return here again nxt time

Miss that baby!! :D

2009-06-07T23:08:00.000+08:00

This is GOOD...I expect it back too! I especially like the last sentence!!!!!!A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your Pepsi drawer with her foot! A simple friend has never seen you cry.A real friend shoulder is soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names.A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed.A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about yourproblems.A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.A real friend could blackmail you with it! @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ A simple friend thinks the friendship is over whenyou have an argument.A real friend calls you after you had a fight. A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.A real friend expects to always be there for you! A simple friend reads this e-mail and deletes it.A real friend passes it on and sends it back to you!

2009-06-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

2009-06-02T20:12:00.002+08:00

just wanna thank all the prayers and God bless you all.

for those is still... i dont know. all the best

-if God is for me, who can be against me? .

love you

2009-05-16T09:24:00.000+08:00

At times i wonder to myself, why i could help other people solve their problem and when it comes to me, it just feels like the world is falling apart :(

i feel like a loser, maybe currently i am one now.

2009-05-14T20:44:00.001+08:00

Damn!, my fever is back:(, sighs, hope its not going to affect my paper tml, but anyways, Think i'm not going to post for awhile, after exams then :D , baby is the reason why i smile everyday.:-) haha miss you baby. alot!.. Hahaha..

things are wierd.. Hmm.. Ohwel.. What my heart tells me shall be true, maybe i'm just thinking too much, after exams then, because of exams, separating the time i have with baby.. Ohwel. Miss you badly!.

2009-05-13T20:10:00.000+08:00

God my savour my redeemer.. Let the new come and old pass away.:-) miss you baby:-)

2009-05-11T10:49:00.000+08:00

The greatest gift you can give a person everyday is a smile:-) :-)

2009-05-08T19:16:00.000+08:00

Baby!~ Miss you :D

2009-05-07T13:45:00.000+08:00

The class was very noisy just now because there wasn't any teacher,
but now everyone suddenly turned quiet.
That is because the fierest teacher in the school had entered the class.
Her face is as fierce as a lion which will bite anyone's head off if offended...
And if you wanna know more.... follow the lesson.

Students: Good morning, teacher.

Teacher : (shouting) Why is it only good morning? What about afternoon and night????

Students: Good morning, afternoon and night teacher.

Teacher : That is unacceptable! It is too long. Just wish me best
regards for my whole day! That is much better as it is easier and
full of meaning. And that greeting can also be used for all times.

Students: Best regards teacher!

Teacher : That's better, sit down! Listen. Today I'm going
to test you all on words that have the opposite meaning.
When I say a sentence or a word, all of you must answer quickly the
opposite meaning to the words, understand??

Students: Understood teacher!
Teacher : I do not want any disturbance!

Students: (silence)

Teacher : Clever
Students: Stupid

Teacher : High
Students: Low

Teacher : Popular
Students: Calafare

Teacher :Wrong
Students: Correct

Teacher : Stupid
Students: Clever

Teacher : No
Students: Yes

Teacher : Oh God
Students: Oh Slave

Teacher : Listen to this
Students: Listen to that

Teacher : Quiet
Students: Noisy

Teacher : That's not a question, stupid
Students: This is an answer, clever .

Teacher : I'm dead
Students: We're alive

Teacher : I'm lazy to teach
Students: We are hardworking to learn .

Teacher : Enough! Enough!
Students: More! More

Teacher : Stop! Stop!
Students: Start! Start!

Teacher : Why are you people so stupid
Students: Because I am someone clever

Teacher : Lack manners!
Students: Taught enough!

Teacher : O.K.Lesson has ended!
Students: K.O. Lesson has not started!

Teacher : Enough,stupid!
Students: Not yet, clever!

Teacher : Stand up
Students: Sit down

Teacher : I said CALAFARE was wrong!
Students: We said POPULAR was correct!

Teacher : You people are dumb!
Students: We are gifted!

Teacher : All of you must stay back this afternoon!
Students: Released tonight

Teacher : (Keep quiet, gather her books and went out)

2009-05-06T10:30:00.002+08:00

Can Christians Drink?

May 2, 2009

At its 36th Bi-Annual National Conference held on April 23-24, 2007, the Assemblies of God in Australia introduced a new code allowing AG pastors to consume alcohol. However it also urged extreme caution when drinking, and highlighted that drunkenness is prohibited.

According to the Evangelical Dictionary of Theology, throughout the first 1,800 years of church history, Christians consumed alcoholic beverages as a common part of everyday life and nearly always used wine (fermented grape juice) in the Eucharist or the Lord’s Supper. Many of the early church fathers allowed wine drinking in moderation. The Catholic Church requires properly fermented wine in their Eucharist. The Reformers from Luther and Calvin to Zwingli and Knox strongly supported the enjoyment of wine as a biblical blessing. It was said that Calvin’s annual salary in Geneva included seven barrels of wine. Even the conservative and strict English Puritans were temperate partakers of wine and ale, which they considered as “God’s good gifts.” It was in the mid-1800s when some Protestant Christians moved from this historic position of allowing moderate use of alcohol to the total prohibiting of all drinking.

Are Christians allowed to drink wine and beverages that contain alcohol? Let us look at some standard objections against drinking of alcoholic beverages:

1. Word Study: Those who argue against drinking seek to use “word study” as a pretext to prove that scripturally-approved wine is non-alcoholic in nature. However, their contention is tenuous and doesn’t stand up to close rigorous examination. There are 12 Hebrew words used to denote “wine.” The three most common ones are:

Yayin (H3196), used 113 times in the Old Testament. Opponents of drinking often claim that, depending on the context, this could mean non-fermented alcohol. Not true. According to the authoritative Strong’s Hebrew & Greek Dictionary, yayin is definitely fermented, alcoholic wine.

Tirosh (H8492), used 40 times in the Old Testament and translated as “new wine” (Prov. 3:10) or “sweet wine” (Micah 6:15). Opponents of drinking claim this is fresh grape juice with no alcohol content. Again, not true. The Strong’s Hebrew & Greek Dictionary says that although it is freshly squeezed grapes, it is nonetheless fermented. Easton’s Bible Dictionary says that tirosh has the root meaning “to take possession of,” implying that it can intoxicate the brain (Hosea 4:11).

Shekar (H7941), used 20 times in the Old Testament. It means strong drink, intense alcoholic liquor. No dispute here.

In the New Testament, the two main Greek words for wine are:

Oinos (G3631), used 25 times. Since it is the counterpart to the Old Testament word yayin, opponents of drinking again claim that it was often unfermented and non-alcoholic; and even if it was alcoholic, oinos was so diluted with water that it had become virtually non-alcoholic. Not true. According to The Complete Word Study Dictionary: New Testament, the fact that Jesus mentions that oinos was capable of bursting wine skins (Matt. 9:17) implies strong fermentation.

Gleukos (G1098), used once in Acts 2:13, and is the counterpart to the Old Testament tirosh. Opponents of drinking claim this is totally non-alcoholic, just like the English glucose, which is dextrose or grape-sugar. Others claim this is nothing more than freshly squeezed grape juice. Not true again. The Strong’s Hebrew & Greek Dictionary says it is a highly intoxicating, fermented drink. The New Unger’s Bible Dictionary says that when “Peter replies (Acts 2:15), ‘These men are not drunk, as you suppose.’ If the wine was not intoxicating, the accusation could only have been ironical. From the explanations of the ancient lexicographers we may infer that the luscious qualities of this wine were due not to its being recently made but to its being produced from the purest juice of the grape.”

Upon close examination, to say that the wine in the Bible was unfermented grape juice or some form of sub-alcoholic, purified water is extremely speculative. In fact, the Bible clearly makes a clear distinction between wine and grape juice. In the Nazirite vow of Numbers 6:3, God instructed that “he shall drink neither vinegar made from wine nor vinegar made from similar drink; neither shall he drink any grape juice, nor eat fresh grapes or raisins.” In other words, when the Scriptures talk about wine, they are not referring to grape juice and vice versa.

A thorough word study of wine will bring us to the same conclusion as the Dictionary of Jesus & the Gospel: “All wine mentioned in the Bible is fermented grape juice with an alcohol content. No non-fermented drink was called wine.”

2. Holy Communion: When the Lord’s Supper was instituted, the wine and the unleavened bread on the table were set apart as the body and blood of Christ. Jesus says, “But I say to you, I will not drink of this fruit of the vine from now on until that day when I drink it new with you in My Father’s kingdom” (Matt. 26:29). Opponents of drinking take the fruit of the vine to mean grape juice. But when Paul rebuked the Corinthians for their abuse of the Lord’s Supper, he blasted them for abusing the wine to get drunk (1 Cor. 11:20-21). Obviously, one must conclude that the beverage used for the Lord’s Supper could not be grape juice but real alcoholic wine.

3. Qualification of a Bishop: Opponents of drinking often quote 1 Timothy 3:2-3 when Paul says that a bishop must be a man “not given to wine.” The word “given” (Gr. paroinos) means “drunken.” The Complete Word Study Dictionary: New Testament says, “The word does not include the responsible and temperate usage of alcohol, rather, it has in view the abuse or incessant use of it. The word-picture is that of an individual who always has a bottle (or wineskin) on the table and so signifies addiction.”

4. Drunkenness. Without a doubt, drunkenness is a sin. Scripturally, it is portrayed negatively with characteristics such as staggering, reeling, vomiting, loss of mental control, and possible addiction. Poverty, immorality and sexual perversion are commonly mentioned in the Bible as results of drunkenness. Priests and prophets are judged for drunkenness, which prevents them from performing their duties (Is. 28:7). No bishop or church leader can be a drunkard (Titus 1:7; 2:2-5). Drunkards will not inherit the kingdom of God (1 Cor. 6:9-10; Gal. 5:21). Opponents of drinking posit that since drinking potentially causes drunkenness, we should never pick up the first drink. If that argument is true, then the same must be said of food, money, work and sex since they could also lead to gluttony, greed, workaholism and sex addiction. Should one abstain from them all because of potential danger? Of course, not.

5. Health: Opponents of drinking claim that alcohol impairs and destroys our body, which is the temple of the Holy Spirit. Not all true. Studies have found that moderate alcohol consumption has health benefits like lowering the risk of heart attack, diabetes, stroke, and Alzheimer’s disease. In some cases, it actually increases longevity. Paul instructed Timothy, “No longer drink only water, but use a little wine for your stomach’s sake and your frequent infirmities” (1 Tim. 5:23). But drunkenness or alcoholic intoxication affects the brain, causes slurred speech, clumsiness, and delayed reflexes. Long-term excessive consumption can permanently damage the liver and brain, and cause some forms of cancer. As such, moderation is the key.

What then is the Bible’s general attitude toward wine and drinking? One cannot deny that both the Old and New Testament view wine drinking favorably:

Sign of God’s blessing: Abundant wine was considered a sign of blessing and prosperity from God, not something to be shunned (Gen. 49:11-12; Deut. 7:13; Prov. 31:6; Joel 2:24; 3:18; Amos 9:13-14; Is. 55:1; Zech. 10:7). Isaac blessed Jacob by saying, “Therefore may God give you of the dew of heaven, of the fatness of the earth, and plenty of grain and wine” (Gen. 27:28). Conversely, the lack of wine was a symbol of judgment and calamity (Deut. 28:30; Is. 16:10; 24:11; 65:21; Jer. 48:33; Joel 1:5; Amos 5:11; Micah 6:15; Zeph. 1:13).

Righteous offering to God: Starting back in Genesis, Melchizedek the priest of God Most High used wine in religious ceremonial offering (Gen. 14:18). Wine was used as offerings to God ever since.

Enjoyment: Psalms 104:15 says that God gives His people “wine that makes glad the heart of man.” Ecclesiastes 9:7 says, “Go, eat your bread with joy, and drink your wine with a merry heart; for God has already accepted your works.” Wine was always considered a source of joy, one of the good things created for people (Judges 9:13; 2 Sam. 13:28; Esther 1:10; Eccl. 2:3; 10:19; Is. 24:11; Zech. 10:7). Until today, Jews use wine on Sabbath for Kiddush as well as in the Passover ceremony and in other religious ceremonies, and allow the use of alcohol, such as kosher wine. Many ancient Jewish texts such as the Talmud even encourage moderate amounts of drinking on holidays such as Purim, in order to make the occasion more joyous.

Normal: Like fasting, abstinence from wine was the exception and not the norm for God’s people. We see that in Daniel (Dan. 1:8-16), the Rechabites (Jer. 35:1-19), and the Nazirites (Num. 6:1-4).

Jesus Himself drank wine: “The Son of Man came eating and drinking, and they say, ‘Look, a glutton and a winebibber, a friend of tax collectors and sinners!’” (Matt. 11:18-19). To be accused of being a winebibber, Jesus obviously drank alcoholic wine. And He permitted the use of wine in festivities like the wedding of Cana (John 2:1-11). In fact, His first miracle was to turn water into wine. Jesus even used the imagery of fermented wine to describe His teaching as “new wine” (Matt. 9:17).

With alcoholism an increasing problem in society, it is understandable why some may want to caution against drinking. But to twist Scriptures in order to prove wine as unfermented grape juice is certainly not an honest way to go.

Abstinence was never an issue in the Old Testament, New Testament, early church or the Reformation. There is never any direct prohibition of the use of wine in the Bible. But anything done in excess is wrong. Moderation is the watchword (Phil. 4:5 KJV). In this case, the Bible permits drinking but at the same time, discourages drunkenness. Besides, the use of wine is dependent upon the conscience and the sensitivities of others. It is not to be indulged in if it will lead others to drink against their conscience (Rom. 14:19-21).

-Ps Kong Hee

http://www.konghee.com/www/

2009-05-06T09:58:00.002+08:00

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now Ive tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close dont ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

week was great. everyday is like an adventure :D love you baby :D

2009-05-06T09:48:00.001+08:00

2009-05-05T20:50:00.001+08:00

The level of your faith is the level of your forgiveness :-)

2009-05-01T23:00:00.002+08:00

Time fly... Fly like how i fly everyday, miss baby badly, hope she's had a fruitful day.

anyways, men's meeting was awesome!.. It really feels like a youth service. Haha, all man! . Ahwho!!.. Haha.

guess baby is still outside, tired out. Meeting her tml morning.. Whoo.. Ohwel, miss baby so much!, tml morning then love you! :-)

2009-04-30T11:53:00.003+08:00

They passed me by
All of those great romances
You were, I felt, robbing me
Of my rightful chances
My picture clear
Everything seemed so easy
And so I dealt you the blow
One of us had to go
Now it’s differentI want you to know

One of us is crying, one of us is lying
In her lonely bed
Staring at the ceiling
Wishing she was somewhere else instead
One of us is lonely, one of us is only
Waiting for a call
Sorry for herself, feeling stupid, feeling small
Wishing she had never left at all

I saw myself
As a concealed attraction
I felt you kept me away
From the heat and the action
Just like a child
Stubborn and misconceiving
That’s how I started the show
One of us had to go
Now I’ve changed and I want you to know

-faithliving 2009
the song of regret

I guess what makes this song really sad is that she could’ve made the call… why wait?

God loves a cheerful giver:D love her(baby)

2009-04-29T09:49:00.007+08:00

love her:D

got so.. eek! sick!!

StrikeFORCE!! :D

Day At the NLB

javis ang?

joel:D

Joel and cheyenne

my cousin for us:DD hahahaha.. no lahh. the guy from gta:D

day at expo :D

why do you need two exit signs? hmm..

doggy!! :D his name is bobo

flea market day:D

2009-04-26T22:59:00.001+08:00

I can say this week is pretty fine, really enjoyed last week:-), like enjoyed the day of food and ice-cream with baby, its just lovely., anyways, can't make it for band's last practice :( very sad eh, sighs, anyways, i'm recovering alr, eh, sometimes when the question is ask, will you ans?.. Sighs.. Worried at times, but realising that why worry? When there is God.. Hahaha :-),

currently missing baby, badly!.. Hope she's doing fine,

strikeforce was great today, glad that God has placed me in this lovely ministry, sometimes..

p/s : wish that i'm still living at cw :-( ohwel, i love baby:-).

2009-04-21T22:48:00.000+08:00

Dance syf.. Tml result,

band tml
co syf tml :-) .. All the best

what a question, really kept me thinking since jeremy asked me..

.. God has a plan for all, its God's will, will you follow his will?, do you want to prosper?. Are you willing to let go and let God? . Gosh..

missing baby, :-) didn't walk her up today, feel so bad, but family dinner.. Sighs.. Ohwel, there is always next week. :-) hahaha. .

2009-04-15T22:41:00.000+08:00

Guess things between us is settled at least, eh.. Now just gotta stay calm at all time, like what nadine said, its not the end of the world yet,

school was pretty fine, its just the number of time my dad sms and called that.. I don't know, its just very.. Yea.. I mean its just life i guess.

then studied at cw, it was hot and tiring, then all the misunderstand happened, talked it out in the end, and yea, at least i get a clearer understanding,

whenever stuff happens, its just like entering a tunnel without a ending.. Currently in the tunnel, i believe my tunnel will end soon, amen!:-) say amen? :) amen! . After that slacked for awhile, baby, gave drink.:-), lol.. Then jeremy called for left4dead :p It was great, had ben, samuel and jeremy to play along, in the game, samuel and I died once, thanks to jeremy lah, keep choinging! Lol, and still lead us to the wrong place, ending up he died too!.. Ben too!

stupid tank, so difficult, when 2 come together, its crazy ! .. Lol , then the smoker its irritating too!.. Going to completing lo, helicopter was there, stupid tank came last min, who know ben was inside the helicopter first lo, always leave us alone, then in the end he came to help, ending up he died? ..lol . It was fun:-) then took a bus home, reached home pretty fast eh:-)

hong bin is planning a pot luck this sat, pray that the friends that came for easter will come again, eh after that will be woverine:-) yea.. Believe for a breakthrough in our cellgroup, believe the outram will get save amen!

ohwel, going to sleep soon, pray that this bruise will be gone soon, its pretty big, lol :-) love you baby :-) don't worry..

p.s -miss cellgroup all of a sudden:-)

2009-04-14T19:19:00.000+08:00

I'm very afraid!... Things are not right.. I'm just going to give up and let God.. Sorry if i brought down your mood too.. Shouldn't have... Yea, now everytime i see you... Its... i don't know, rather see you happy then, down with me.. Sighs.. Ohwell, allowing God to finish up my problem.. afraid!.. Why!.

love you baby :-)

2009-04-14T11:40:00.002+08:00

good friday at changi.

after a awesome service

2009-04-13T22:27:00.000+08:00

Very lazy to update... . Ohwell, week was great, had alot of performance last week,. Had a pretty rough week though, too bad no one is perfect.. I'm happy and blessed to have everything around me.. Including.... Hmm.. Lol.. Now its time to... Sleep.. Zzz..

2009-04-10T11:56:00.002+08:00

2009-04-10T10:10:00.000+08:00

What a NIGHT, Before gala night, i thought will not run very smoothly, because, before the set up, alot unexpected stuff happen, sighs, like the extended stage, don't what do with it, so decided the singers can use it, then got problem with dancer, because the stage was alr set up, so was thinking where would the dancers would dancer, in the end manage to settled it.. Really thanks God for the POWER SUPPLY, all of a sudden, the main power supply cannot work, and its both side of the hall, if that happens, the guitarist cannot play at all, sighs, but anyways, mr wong came and could manage to settled the whole problem, so in the end manage to settle down for awhile, helped tricia and pherlyn with the folding of paper, then helped eldrid and ivan to set up the stage,

lots of EX senior came back, so glad to see them yesterday, whoo... :-), nat was crazy at backstage, josh was high at the back too, hamzah was crazy, follow by ahwe, hahaha, crazy lah, lol , then saw seb, john lau, marwin, whoo.?. It was awesome, it all goes back to the time when i was sec 2:-)

then performance started with mdm choy's speech, wierd but ohwel, then kicked off gala night with kenny power solo, then dance, then shanti danced lah, awesome, lol:-):-), that really make the crowd going, then aft, the band item started, started off with nick's lim's band, awesome solo, crazy lah, :-)
then followed by bala's band, aron's solo was great, really made the whole crowd sing along,
then follow by eldrid's band, THE EDGE! :-):-) hahaha, zheng wei was awesome, he just made everybody's day, his stage presence was awesome, eldrid's solo made the crowd going too!, ivan supporting was awesome, alot of last min improvise happened, i ended off lovebug with a drum solo, and the end of the great escape, we kick off with the drum solo :-) it was awesome..
then follow by joshua dass band, it was awesome too!, nick's solo was awesome as ever! But the played 3 songs??. Hmm
then next was charles's band, FOR THE RECORD, IT WAS awesome, whoo... Holiday let the crowd going, it was very unexpected, all the jamming session paid off,
then to the classic band in our school, weihao's band, they could only play one song?.. Very bad lah, i think is because hamzah's band played 3 songs thats why!.. Ohwel, very wasted for their band lah, ahh..

as usual, at the end of gala night, gotta pack up, all the council pack up, thats what serving is.. Whoo.. Then helped alot yesterday, all thanks to the students council. :-) and thanks tricia for getting my heavy bag :-) hahaha,

thanks baby for waiting :-), guess zan was scaring her, lol, then send baby home to where she belongs, tiring night but awesome as ever, baby you rock!:-):-)

and overall, all thanks to the teachers and principal to make this event possible, and the students, pa crew, performance, and mostly importantly the STUDENT COUNCILS! :-):-) awesome event!:-) loves gala night! :-)

2009-04-08T12:05:00.000+08:00

SICK! WHY!

2009-04-06T23:26:00.001+08:00

I see bronze do you! :-) haha. Finally syf is over!:-), its a good thing because finally can rest well, thank God for being there during the whole performance, the feeling is very... I don't know very nervous:-(, sighs, just don't want a cop, just imagine, surrounding you are all bronze, silver and gold band in history, and we are a baby to syf, everything was so new and for the pass 4 years,we got a cop:-( , thats the pass,

basically during result time, that was when it all begins.. :x i was very afraid, having this feeling that we're going to get a cop !. . But thank God once again because he was the one that actually kinda told me, we will get a bronze at least:-) haha, so kinda bring down the butterfly inside of me. Lol.. Then result came out,

"band no. 117, outram secondary........... BRONZE"!... We jumped for joy!... Whooo. Its was great man, the experience, but a lil not worth it because we worked so hard for the pass 6 months.. Only a bronze, but i'm thankful enough.. Good job all the jr's effort to work together with the band , hope you guys with never forget this experience..

anyways, all glory to God that we got a bronze:-) Jesus you reign, yea yea yea... :-) jesus indeed your our beautiful saviour:-)

anyways after that, returned to school, baby went for movie with jo, found out stuff.. Hahaha.. My calender, the baby thing.. Them dinner at westmall, hehe, then baby goodbye, send her home:-).. She's finally back to cheyenne "A" awesome:-) haha:-) ohwel, love you baby.:-)

2009-04-06T23:26:00.000+08:00

I feel like painting a persons house now, feel like hiding the shoes, throw those fart bomb into his place?.!

2009-04-05T23:14:00.004+08:00

2009-04-05T22:10:00.000+08:00

Whatever baby's feeling now.. I'll pray!.. And whatever she is thinking.. I'll pray, what's next?, peace and quiet, currently, very lost, i mean all of a sudden it seems like cold war?.. I don't know, i tot everything was okay when i leave, i went home happily, but until the ring, until the question pop out, and i guess until now.. What happened?.. I'm really Very lost, its like a lost child stuck in the middle of a forest, where everything look the same, nevertheless, thank God for jeremy and samuel, they pray for me, or else i don't know how to pass through the whole day.. It feels that i disappointed her in a way,

but i'm mentally cool now, everything came out of her... It really feels very... I dont know, i feel very sad in a way, i'm not using as an experiment?.. Not as what the whole sms was said, anyways, i'll give time to settled once again, but i'm afraid:-(, don't know why, but i'm very afraid.:-(, i'm just very lost.. Very very..?....

but i trust in you baby, i'm be as open as ever... Just wanna stay here... And be there .. Love you

today's event, "CLAP" AT lower delta:-) it was a great event :-) but baby couldn't come down, but she will score on her presentation, amen. :-) -miss her badly:-) i see red do you?.. Hahaha . Love you.:-)

2009-04-03T07:13:00.000+08:00

Practically slept the whole day and went to ikea, aunt was keeping me away from meeting anybody till 6 plus yesterday, stinking bored and was freezing inside the storehouse -.-, after that, i tried to escape, thank God her manager came to talk to her, took that time to visit baby, hahaha,

let her see my past time pic, :-) after that, went to ikea to take pic :p, cant wait to recover, i'm feeling very sick now, having this cough and flu, sighs, help!..

thanks for praying for me, really appreciated.:-) thank God!:-) thank my cousin for praying too.:-)

2009-04-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

Why Does it seems like a long day all th time.:-(, anyways, todayy was pretty okay, i was late today again!, promise i'll early tml, due to that, breakfast was not made, tml morning again.:-) i pray i will.. Then aft had 4 free period.. Then when to baby's class and 4/3, talk to her and she was having fun with the itouch:-) lol.. Ehh, thats it man, i'll go to my uncle one day and ask him, can i take over your itouch:-) hahaha..

anyways, after baby's kboxing, baby was feeling uneasy, saw her putting her head on the table, i sensed something was wrong.. But she didn't tell me thatt she was feeling unwell?.. Tot that she was tired.. But in the end after school saw her feeling not so Ok?.. Then wanted to send her home..

then stayed for band.. Then dinner, then baby's place, now she's feeling better, but for how long?.. Hmm... Ohwell, i'll pray for you baby.:-) love you:-).

2009-03-31T11:29:00.003+08:00

tired out! :D purple?. lol!.. its fine

feeling so good. later cathay then ps to meet for p4 training later
:D

8th months :DD i'm happy. :D time flies. :D LOVE YOU baby :D

2009-03-30T22:46:00.000+08:00

I'm really amazed how God do his stuff, lol, sometimes, it is just pass by like that:-) hahaha. Anyways, today is the day that th lord has made, we have decided to make a prayer group in school, starting off with ryan and I :-), hope and pray that God will do a breakthrough :-)

2009-03-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

Joel is currently deaf! Haha:-)

2009-03-28T23:34:00.000+08:00

. .... So i'm glad to have what i have to day..

day was great? I confirm.:-) hahaha, practice was fine today, just that the hall was stinking hot lah!.. "sorry sorry" hahaha, But maybe is the fact baby was in the hall thats why, hahaha,

anyways, before that, we went for breakfast at mac's today:-) hehhe,

then slacked at her place area for awhile, its fine:-) don't worry:-) hahaha, then cellgroup.. Met sam then cg, then dinner was awesome! .. Other than the food, the digestion part was... Hahaha, seriously, derick was being a real.. Joker!.. Hahaha, ginger.. Then went for left4dead.. :-) its awesome :-) then after that immediately called baby and... Now blogging, going to call baby now.. Tata!..

i'm glad that i got short neck. :-) :-) hahaha :-)

2009-03-28T07:38:00.000+08:00

Is anybody there?.. :D, i'm glad to have a awesome God, and i'm glad to have a awesome godsis, glad to have an awesome church. Glad to have a awesome home, glad to have an Awesome school, glad to have a group of awesome friends, and i'm GLAD HAVE beautiful GIRLFRIEND.:-)

2009-03-27T09:05:00.001+08:00

will this ever end?.. i'm dying alr.

now the blind shall lead the blind :D hehehe

ohwel

2009-03-26T21:48:00.001+08:00

After finish maths, feel so... Free?, thanks baby for helping, anyways, met this new guy name chris?.. Hahaha, he lives in the east too!.. Hahaha, funny lah.. Anyways, now my red-glasses', sighs. Ohwel, this is life ): sighs.

2009-03-26T11:48:00.004+08:00

i dont knw, i just life man. -.-

when good things happen in a long run, something just loves to break that away. i'm very very eek..

my week was pretty fine, a very great day to start off the week on sunday, celebrated baby's birthday, brought her this neckless from silver. its fine looking, but hope that she likes it. :D, and this coming sunday, dinner time, our 8 months. time flies that quickly, but as i said, good things run away quickly. but i believe its a fruitful one.

really enjoy the time being with baby. burn ton's of calories alr i guess?.. hehehe.. inner joke. :D

its what the thought that counts

- then as life goes on.. things starts to change, things starts to make you step out of your comfort zone.

- one area in my life i need the devil to get away from me is, this bitter feeling inside of me. i'm really fine and stuff, when i manage to get it out, from me, it just comes back, thats irritating!!!. but never the less, she will tell/ask me, "chill lah", "you okay?" and stuff, i'm just fine, just that it comes attackkkkkking me like a machine gun. -.-"

but i also have the trust in baby, so dont worry. :D

anyways, as life continues, it's just very sad to hear someone that you really love going to die soon :'( i mean that just life, people die -.- but why soooo sooon???

thank baby for being there when i need to.. she's just awesome! :D

later will be visit uncle benny, really thank God that my school is very close to SGH! :D, its easier for me now, but i pray and i pray that the operation will go smoothly, thank you God in advance,

the sun will set, its going to be night time, after 12, is going to be a new day with new challenges :D

-then yesterday, i manage to control my emotions, and thank God i did, or else the world will be as quiet as the movie, "I AM LEGEND" hahaha, ohwel.

paid fine for being late?, atiqah!! , next time quick quick eh!! haha, dont want to pay fine sia:D

hehehe

ohwel, LOVE YOU BABY.

2009-03-23T23:03:00.000+08:00

How I wish my dreams do come through.. So sweet:-)

2009-03-23T15:28:00.001+08:00

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering howlong you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at allfine.
When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more thanthat.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when you hang up on him..
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who .... kissesyour forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky heis to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

2009-03-23T14:47:00.003+08:00

400th post

anyways baby's birthday is yet to be celebrated.. :DD haha

ohwel.

yesterday was, i can say adventure?.

but today... sighs..

first thing in the morning, thank God i didnt take a cab up to school, imagine..
Refat didnt come for practice.. -.- so retarded. but ohwel, practice was okay, more like going through. thats all, then walk down to outram MRT and to meet her.

Think i'm going to walk that hill 4 times?. or maybe not. ohwel.

HELP GOD!. i'm just... ahhh,... at times i really feel like.. just giving up. -.-

but i believe.. that God will make a way.

she is the light? :D

this is where it all begins. :D

2009-03-23T14:41:00.001+08:00

at times...

2009-03-22T08:03:00.000+08:00

Hey baby!.. happy birthday, sweet 16 alr huh? :-):-) hahaha. , leaving for service alr, take care baby! (; see you later sleepy head :-)

2009-03-21T21:31:00.000+08:00

Holidays does not seems like a holiday at all.. Baby birthday in a few hours time:-) hahaha!.. Eh,

pass few days has been hectic!.. Due to band practices. I mean its tough, but i believe the band can get a sliver, :-) can't wait for syf, whoo. Finally completed my hw!.. Yupp..

life is really unpredictable, anything can happen if your not careful in your own words?.. So next time when you speak, listen, and generate in your brains if it is the right words to say. It is very important.

sometimes is not really what you say, but how you react to people, like do not be too quiet when your out with a person alone or even in a group, it will only give a very tired atmosphere, which is bad, it will lead to this short little 3 letter word name "emo". And people will start asking you questions like, "hey, what happen?" or "why you so down"?.. It is equally important.

next is, when you're in a group of friends or alone with another person, the moment he/she met you, stop listening to whatever music your listening to, it is just basic respect you're giving to your friends, it shows people that, "going out with you is not boring at all"

another one that i feel that i bugs anybody is by asking a question and back out in the end,
eg. "hey, why are you so.... So... Nevermind." then you smile!. it is just very irritating, rather you don't ask at all.. Whats the point?.. So this is very important. Take note that, all this are all from me, so if it is wrong to you, don't accept .

next, when your talking on the phone with your friends, it is very important that you give your fullest attention to them, if you got to attend to another person, just tell the person, you cant, you're talking on the phone now, if its an important situation, then hold on and attend to the problem asap, do not let your friend wait over the phone for a very long time, he/she will get irritated and even put down the phone. Next thing you know, you will go like, "hello, hello?" hello....

another thing, when you are going to a friends place, if his/her house is at a level where you gotta to take a lift take note, when you enter the lift with your friends alone, you can talk as loud as you one, but if you enter with somebody else you dont know, then stop talking and give peace to the person. And only when you exit or the person leave, then you can continue.

next is, ... I shall end here with the next note, (apply when you're in a relationship), for guys, do not be over protective, seriously, whats the point of being together when you dont trust your gf, most importantly, be open to your relationship, give as much affection as possible to your gf, encourage her, say words like, "i love you", "you look beautiful today",all this small little words can bring your relationship into a whole new level, :-)

for the girls, you are the reason why the guy actually want to stay on to your own relationship, keep a very excellent self image,because a guy will more or less look at your outward appearance first before your inner appearance, so dress your best at all times, when your out with your bf, be open, ask him about his day, talk to him likely when the guys gives you affections.. :-)

be open and love him/her, but dont cross the line.

"Sexually feeling is temporary, but the regret is forever"-faithliving

2009-03-20T20:50:00.000+08:00

I burned 50 CALORIES TODAY!. Haha. Eh, why?.. I i don't know ask God!.. Hahaha.. Eh, now baby doing this outreach thing.. Praise the lord. Ohwel, thank jolyn for the share.. Gotta return her money now. Hope baby loves the present. :-) love you baby!.

2009-03-18T16:18:00.000+08:00

13 Signs Of Falling
In
LOVE

1.
When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang
up...but you miss them already when it was just two minutes ago..

2.
You read their texts over and over again...

3. You walk really slowly when you're with them...

4.
You feel shy whenever you're with them...

5.
When you think about them, your heart beats faster and faster...

6.
You smile when you hear their voice...

7..
When you look at them, you can't see the other people around
you... all you see is him/her...

8.
You start listening to slow songs, while thinking of them...

9.
They become ALL you think about...

10.
You get high just from their scent...

11.
You realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think
about them....

12.
You would do anything for them...

13.
While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole
time.....

2009-03-17T01:33:00.001+08:00

Tired

2009-03-16T04:05:00.009+08:00

Great is the lord and greater to be praise.

shall play with font colours. since i'm still awake

ormaybe i won't.

just pray that you get back your phone again loh :x
Why God moment.

yesterday was SEB birthday!! happy birthday:D

Strick FORCE day was awesome!!

spending that few hours met alot of new friends. moswt importantly, serving the kingdom of God. i just remember baby is meeting her pri school friends huh?. see how lo.

eh, then met baby for awhile. that 1 hour of meeting her turn out to be... sighs.. why lah. so unreasonable. :/ ohwell i'll pray. pray real hard. :DD

TO MARK!!
-.-
GET A LIFE!!
hate me?. too bad i still LOVE YOU -.-

Anyways changed my num alr. ask me:D thanks :x

for my case, if i do not know a person, i won't bother starting a conversation. if there is aneed for me to change my number because isbreaking this love string, i will. or else our LOVE UNIT will decrease. ohwel.

hahaha.

Light of the World

God is speaking to the lost
He is healing at every cost.
Forgiving me in every ways,
Jesus Christ he sets me free

I wonder who you are, that breathe a life in me
The freedom that you gave, I want to know your ways

Holy God, you find me, the church of God living within me.
I used to be in darkness, but now I’m in your likeness
Only you can save me, now I seek you find me
Calling to be the salt and light of the world.

Faithliving 2009

shall play with some html codes now :p

I miss baby badly!!

2009-03-14T22:51:00.000+08:00

2009-03-14T20:16:00.001+08:00

Baby!.. Miss you badly!..

now at donut factory.. With jeremy yi huai and derick!.. Super high lah..

when can i see you again baby? . Worst thing is my phone died!.. Lazy-ness-kills-ah.. Haha. I'll charge my phone!

2009-03-12T21:46:00.001+08:00

WHAT A DAY!

starting of the day, joey was a lil irritating.. But it was fine.. Eh, then reached school, shouldn't stop there mah!.. Hahaha.. Eh, then, rushed for duty, whoo.. Amazing but.. Ohwel, but felt really bad because i didn't tell her before i chow for duty.. Sighs..0sorry baby. :/

then school started with ms chan nagging at the class.. Very irritating.. Then when back to Class for BORING BORING LESSONSssss .. Sighs. Baby went for some talk i guess, she said it was boring, but at least you all don't have to go thru lessons. And beside!.. Baby went to The Studio today!.. Hahai!. But she said there was practically nth so didn't really wanna go anymore *cross finger*

hahaha.. Then DnT!.. Don't know how i survived but that God i did!.. Thank God for the magazines, and ch!.. He never fail to entertain people.. Hahaha.. Then after that when to the mbox to meet baby.. The Talk was superr boring lah! . I feel your pain baby!.. Hahaha.. Then thats where terror happens.. ): baby and I had this little conflict then as usual, misunderstandings to the extend ... Sighs.. *always note that i have always love you like how much you love me!.. Don't worry? God bless..*

baby bought her 2nd book!.. Sorry sorry tons of sorry!.. If i would to agree! .. All those stuff will not happen.. Eh, then walk to taka!.. Then to lucky plaza!.. Whoo... Memories!... Goodness.. Miss them big time but they cannot remember who i was!.. Sighs.. Ohwel, the halo halo was awesome... Its always have been.. Uncle steven's. Awesome..

then went back to cw!.. That was where it all begins.. Then stairs!.. Then 6th floor. Then home..

ahh.. Baby i dont care!.. Next time my treat!.. Okay?.

always remember that all those was the past!.. After i found you!, its like i don't care what happen, all i know is your safe and i just wanna hug you like never before.. Don't worry..

:-):-) smile k?.. Baby misses you! Badly! :-)

2009-03-11T23:12:00.000+08:00

Morning with that aunty sux!.. Stupid attitude!.. She scolded my grandma lah!.. Sighs!..

ohwel, now feel so much better after baby waiting and baby's chatting. Haha. Thank God for grace and mercy!,

whoever that tag that... I'm speechless.. Hahaha :-) God bless you dude. Haha

happy belated judy! :-)

2009-03-10T15:51:00.002+08:00

Ahhh.. Going to cck now!. Hope baby's having fun.. She will i guess.. @@
-sorry if i made you feel i'm mad, i'm fine baby!.
but the is 3 dollars in my pocket!! :-) haha where did that 1 dollar came from, i wonder. Haha. Thank you baby, although i'm not going to use, get it back from me tml k?. :-) love you:-)

2009-03-09T22:33:00.000+08:00

Today sure high ahh, practically can't stop laughing!.. Haha!.. So much better than emo-ing,

Tired out!. Continue again.. Zzz..

2009-03-08T21:50:00.001+08:00

Longest day in church. Missing baby!. :D ::

2009-03-08T00:03:00.001+08:00

Whao!.. Loooong day! . Past two days was..... Rather tiring though!. But it was great!. -Baby i realise my mistake, ubin is just now the place we wanna go!.. But soon k?, when the time is right!, when there is no sun and there is alot of wind and no slopes!.. Hahaha ohwel!,

friday 6/3/09

yea!.. Woke up pretty late and I Was Still EARLY!'. Haha!, then then went to bedok for cross country!.. its awesomely tiring!.. Baby didn't run but ohwel.. Now my whole leg is still in pain ah!

yupp, took a bus to ubin!.. It was great!.. We cycled, then when for sarah birthday party?.. Didn't know the theme was b&w! I was totally in orange lah!. Haha. Ohwel!. Then we stayed, ohhh! Happy birthday sarah!.. Then we stayed for awhile.. Cus got jamming?..

took 147, to paradiz, jamming was great!.. Hahaha,

baby was being very nice to accompany!, but still feel very bad.... Ohwel, sorry baby!

after jamming is always like that!. Sighs, help, gotta get rid of this bad habit!.. Yupp, then baby slept all the way, she always looks very cute when she is asleep?. Haha

then send her home!. Then to the bus stop!. Sorry to keep you last night!

hahaha, ohwel then next morning woke up, dnt search, then band practice then galaAudition!. Great!, i screwed up during the love bug part lah!, sighs! . But the great escape was great!, zhen wei was being very funny!, "throw it away" then threw a paper THAT I PRINT!!- HAHA ohwel, then met baby at tiong mrt!.. Then ate lunch, thanks baby for the drinks!, then she walked me to kscc, she is as sweet as ever lah!. :-) haha

then felt really bad like pangseh sia!. Ohwel, then, slc meeting then coffee bean! Its awesome, talked for 2 hrs plus, hahaha.. Ohwel!

2009-03-04T21:21:00.003+08:00

Eye opening!

2009-03-03T22:50:00.001+08:00

Today was rather an eye opening day.. I mean, after all the deciding.. All the long days. All the ankle problem!. Totally like a time bomb!..

lessons was rather okay?.. Didn't get my dnt file, so cannot really do anything, so tried to do baby's code. Cant cus is not in her phone.. Opps :x sorry baby, but i didnt see anything at all.. All i did was transfer a few songs over?. Thats all. Hehe. :D,

-is what you think all very complicated?

recess was crazy, lucas and gang disturbed alot alot alot of people.. Hell alot!.. Hahaha, and damn!?.. Really register alr lah!.. Lol?.. Thanks baby for helping and taking the time to help me register yesterday.. Thank you! :¤

ohh.. Going to change my no. Soon.. Whoo.. Getting new line yo!.. :D, hehe..

-when the day really comes, i wonder what will happen..

can't use the comp lah .. Damn!.. Now gotta wait.. Sighs, guess baby's asleep. That hot lil sheep?.. Hehhee.. Lol,

then mr wong kinda open up my eyes a lil today.. Ohwell.. C is thinking and thinking.. I really hope things will settle down as soon as possible. Apparentely, i don't really feel good either.... All i want to see is you being happy, smiling like how we first met!.. That will be enough alr.

-so the end of the day, you are the one that makes a different in my life.

ohwel.

2009-03-01T00:40:00.000+08:00

Strength is what i need now to carry on, she is my backbone now. :D

2009-02-28T00:08:00.003+08:00

7 months and 14 mins

2009-02-27T23:13:00.000+08:00

Happy that i still got the strength to talk to baby.

sad that i'm down with headache, mood swings due to the jamming sessions,

but it was great.. We manage to complete lovebug, now working on dirty little secret. The guitarist must really work out with each other. Ohhh.. Kenny Bought a new friend over, forgot whats her name, but it sound more or less like mine name, jayel i just. Yupp, she can play the piano too, but can never be better than baby. Heh.

good thing she was enjoying the music i guess.. The lovebug was awesome i guess.. Heh, but zhengwei must really get in pitch. Hahaha.

now currently handling two bands, one is "the edge" and another is "faithliving" - we rock yo! "

ohwel, miss you real bad. How much? Lets see, the no. of things God has created, that is how much i miss you.. :-)

2009-02-26T15:59:00.001+08:00

Just very painful, it reacts every now and then. Sux!.. Miss school apprantly. Hope i can take off the smelly bandage asap! Sick!. :)

2009-02-25T22:05:00.000+08:00

What if your partner has only 5 mins left to live, how would spend that 5 mins?

sometimes i really wonder?

but really bless that i can have life every single day and have a good relationship with my beloved one . You not-pumpkin baby. Haha ne iiflovedeymu . Haha - the joel's slang. Hahaha

If life is just the same as the game

2009-02-25T09:51:00.002+08:00

Yesterday school was pretty okay. I guess.... Met baby in the morning.. Super high :x . Sometimes its "scary" if you see baby in a very high mood. Heh.. Thats the reason why i LOVE HER.. Heh then lesson was okay..

dnt was a irritating -.- ong kh was just being too... Argh!.. Irritating at times.. But ohwel.. Thats him i guess? -.-

"ms chen" hahaha came to our class to relief?.. Haha has been a long time since i saw her..like what sec 1?.. Thank God for shirin and mark, or else i will not know if she is teaching in outram.. Yupp.. (: very nice to see her again..

aft, went over to meet baby for lunch.. Damn high lah.. Lol.. I don't know, its just her sweetness level.. Lol.. Then follow her to the mbox .. Hahaha..

after school, thats went it all happen.. lEO YOU WANT MY NO. ? . Haha.

don't really wanna continue because.. But i still love you you know that. Take care in school baby. Love you..

Sooner or later?.. Just wanna stay with you as long as possible

2009-02-23T21:20:00.002+08:00

Life is just unpredictable.. One moment you might be enjoying this moment, the next moment, thats it, everything that you build up for joy and laughter, just breakdown. It just take one sentence and it will collapse. I mean thats life. Hope she's okay. :D, i'm fine yea, don't worry about me.. :x.

missing her :/ let God take over alr..

2009-02-23T19:05:00.000+08:00

Chicken first or the egg?.

2009-02-21T10:49:00.000+08:00

2009-02-19T20:44:00.000+08:00

Happy day!. Hahaha, i feels so good when things are going well, ohwel. Tired out!. :x

2009-02-18T19:58:00.001+08:00

hide under my wings baby! :D , don't worry i'll be there for you in times of your needs. ::

today's lesson end pretty late. It suxs !. Baby spained her ankle!. Aww!. :/ i'll pray for you. :D take care

Emotions

2009-02-17T21:19:00.000+08:00

Nobody can make you sad.. Nobody can make you glad. You alone are responsible for your own feelings. - where does emotions comes from?

happy birthday sis

Belated days?

2009-02-16T10:27:00.002+08:00

Statement of Love: The Kiss
1. Kiss on the hand
I adore you

2. Kiss on the cheek
I just want to be friends

3. Kiss on the neck
I want you

4. Kiss on the lips
I love you

5. Kiss on the ears
I am just playing

6. Kiss anywhere else
lets not get carried away

7. Look in your eyes
kiss me

8. Playing with your hair
I can't live without you

9. Hand on your waist
I love you to much to let you go

Article 2: The Three Steps

1. Girls:
If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.

2. Guys
If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.

3. Guys & Girls
Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare.

Article 3: The Commandments

1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard.

2. Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one.

3. Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.

* Remember *
A peach is a peach
A plum is a plum,
A kiss isn't a kiss
Without some tongue.
So open up your mouth
close your eyes,
and give your tongue
some exercise!!!

Here are a few reasons
why guys like girls:

1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo

2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder

3. How cute they look when they sleep

4. The ease in which they fit into our arms

5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world

6. How cute they are when they eat

7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while

8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside

9. The way they look good no matter what they wear

10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth

11. How cute they are when they argue

12. The way her hand always finds yours

13. The way they smile

14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight

15. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore' even though you know that an hour later....

16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them

17. The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you'

18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...

19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry

20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly

21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt

22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!

23. The way they say 'I miss you'

24. The way you miss them

25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not.
Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.
We love them for a million reasons,
No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.
A feeling.Only felt.

*
This chain started in 1887.
It is a love chain letter.
In an hour you are
supposed to send it to
25 people.
It is easy, just look into
chat rooms and find them.
Anyway,
send it to 25 people in 1 hour.
Now here
comes the fun part.
You then say
the name of the person
you like or love
and then the person will say
'I love you,'
or
'Will you go out with me?'
NO JOKE!!!!!

Not that bad after all .

2009-02-16T00:00:00.001+08:00

:-) God loves a cheerful person.

2009-02-15T22:36:00.002+08:00

You're not lousy,
& the bouquet of flowers doesn't show anything.
It doesn't compare to your sheep can :D
hahaha, ask me ask me.!
Would i rather have the sheep or the boquet of flowers from him? :)

haha, and my brother let him be k? sighs.. :D You did enough already. (:

Everything's going to be fine yeah? :D AMEN :D
haha.
Love you baby, (:

Valentine's day or regretful day.OR PLAN FAILING DAY.

2009-02-15T00:07:00.002+08:00

Sighs. Sometimes i really wonder why parents are so unreasonable, its always ending up, "because we love you" . True nothing wrong with that, but when your child did tell you the truth, and mean the TRUTH!. You just treat it as a lie?! . With all due respect, i think its very unfair, everything she said is all truth, you can always talk to me .

i mean , God!. Why!?. Its like a why God moment!. Seriously!. Now its gone?. Looks like she cant go for the relationship service part two! :( what i plan for tml, i don't think i will happen again, everytime i plan, it fails!. Is it just me? or i'm just too lousy?. Sighs.. :/ and beside valentine's day was not that great after, ... So sorry baby. First was... Then your phone... Ahhh.. Maybe i'm just the cause of everything...

and jonathan!, what do you get by doing all that, seriously, what she said is all true what, why did you need to add on!! . %! Now i feel so useless!, I cant do a single thing about it!.. I hope by talking to your parents will help. Ahhhh!..

GOD HELP!!. Hope you get back your phone tml, i really hope i can make-up for yesterday, i pray that you will get back your phone tml,

so regretful!. I should have woke up early today!. Another plan failed, what you got for her? Nothing!! .. Where did she got that flower then? .. From some other guy!. Its just me i guess.

but true enough, really blessed to have such a wonderful valentine, hope you enjoyed your day today, i love you! .. Concert was awesome. Baby's presence was awesome, outram admos. Was awesome. Senior's admos. Was awesome. Thats all!.

now i cannot even call her, can i even meet her ?. missing her badly .

-hate me? then Get lost!

2009-02-14T00:25:00.000+08:00

Benjamin buttons was awesome!.. But stupid mood just got to bring me down, worst, baby tooo!! Thank God it was awesome.. (: ohwel. Is a must watch! Movie.

Greater things are yet to come!

2009-02-13T23:56:00.000+08:00

Never e less.. She never fail to make me smile when its down turn for me. (:

maybe its just bad day, what am i talking about, it is.. Sighs. But ohwel, got to forgive in the end, not thinking about it anymore.
-sorry if i made you feel down too! . Its like pulling down you emotions.

ohwel, love God, love her, love you! What else is there to say?. What the world will never take! Amen!

-good night cheyenne! . 2words. And happy valentine baby!. Greater are yet to come tml! (:

What is life? .

2009-02-10T19:34:00.001+08:00

Clueless after reading, thats life eh? . Sighs, its really fun when its in good times, but as this guy fall, its like world end, who will be the one to pick me up when i fall? . Currently clueless of what to do, i really hope... Sighs, :x want to thank God for mercy and grace!

today is the day that my pa pa has made, but today is super boring day!, this morning is the worst! . Cough real badly!! And my stomach hurts!! Thank God for healing!. :D, currently missing her badly!, and ohhh, she having stuff on her face! :x . Heh, and not forgetting cucumber on the beautiful eye of hers , hahaha . Sighs!

but too bad she is going to end late i guess!. I almost left to the busstop la . Lol!

ohwel, tml, wed, there pe, discovery center! -.-!. Baby got match tml!, all the best but aft.... i hope tml then. The beautiful moon! . Hahaha .

- its about time, sometime if its really not needed, that i'll get lost!! If attitude is what you want!! I got nothing to say, but at least...... No point going on, cus.. Retarded-ness

2009-02-10T19:13:00.002+08:00

being lonely or left lonely?. Sighs

Sighs :/

2009-02-10T19:13:00.000+08:00

Bored!!. Don't think i'm leaving the house today then! . :/ missing her badly, hope she enjoys whatever they going to put on her face (: for me, now just do whatever i can do till tml lo. (/ sighs

Missing baby

2009-02-10T17:27:00.001+08:00

Ahh.! Whole week was awesome, with her! Eh, time passes really fast when you're enjoying, but finally faithliving have a band version recording of -i believe. Whoo . Thank God and thank baby, jolyn has really improved on her drums she rock! Eh, and baby, is as pro as ever. Heh love her! Looking forward to see her later . Missing her badly! :-)

2009-02-09T10:06:00.000+08:00

happiest day ever :D

2009-02-07T16:11:00.001+08:00

watch the stars with her yesterday. its great. other than all the emo-ing. ohwel. :x love her:DD

2009-02-06T08:39:00.002+08:00

super stupid but cool in the same way.

2009-02-05T21:55:00.002+08:00

So blessed to have her. (: its truely what God has created! :)

what the world will never take

2009-02-04T21:41:00.000+08:00

Troubled! :/

2009-02-01T22:27:00.002+08:00

Happy man

2009-02-01T01:50:00.000+08:00

6 months and 2 hrs . :D ,

2009-02-01T01:36:00.000+08:00

Give me more lovin' than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only
1 thing
2 do
3 words
4 you..
I love you

There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do,
I love you:)

Gee, thanks baby for coming over!
-c is for cherished:D

2009-01-31T14:17:00.000+08:00

Help! :/

2009-01-29T00:38:00.000+08:00

:-) smiling .. Talking to baby right now :-) heh :-) missing her big time .. Ohwell till tml . Chow. Love ya :-)

2009-01-28T21:53:00.000+08:00

I'm just going to let my mind rest ;/ all i know is i still love you and i always do :-) no worries .

2009-01-27T22:52:00.006+08:00

Chloe liked this alot.

sixteen non-stop crazy shots.

take two.

so cute :)

Cuter? HAHAHA, Oh shit.

-why you crap one ah?

-why crab why cannot lobster?

-why you so lame one ah?

-what lame, i can walk what! (walks)

-(roll eyes in big rounds)

Haha, sounds FAMILIAR?!

ahahaha, :x Opps.

Chloe! :D

Natalie! :D

2009-01-25T10:52:00.000+08:00

Reply to tags :

patricia :hello i'm fine ! Still alive and eating! .. Haha
travis:hey! .. Haha, its normal lah:-) wei hao even better can? :-)

cheyenne: hello!! .. Ahh.. Missing you badly alr .. Ohwell indeed i saw you there! Love ya! :-)
just.a.random.girl : sorry who is this?. Eh, ya mr refat.

2009-01-24T11:56:00.003+08:00

thank GOD :D